There’s only so much RAM.
What happened to those stored memory banks?
A cataclysmic event crashed my hard drive,
wiped clean all prior thoughts, hopes.
These shocks to the system happen. So why
was mine the harbinger of such loss?
I may never name it, but I felt it
When I learned the lost of an ancient friend.
The cramps I used to get distance running
were not cramps – they were small cavitations
of a pump – I’d later learn. Intense pain
that almost broke my heart. Those memories
are my only surviving recollection from that time.
Don’t be ashamed to shed tears for your loss.
In memoriam. From the Mayport Sonnets.
Sonnet #21 – Towanna’s Sonnet (1991)
Remember years ago when we first met?
You selling books, me browsing, reading books
At Brandon’s store? We were so young, and life
So unrevealed, so full of promises
And boundless hopes and dreams, and guarantees
And opportunities. You went away.
I stayed and made mistakes. We met again,
You east, me west, you school, me ships and seas.
Confused, we erred and severed friendship’s bond,
And all seemed lost between us save a thread,
A laser beam of hope that, over time,
Compressed, distilled and purified, survived
Until today. We meet again. What fate
Awaits is ours to plan, to recommend